Man Ki Baat
Hello everyone! ha mujhe pta hai sayad hi koi ise padhe but agar tum padh rhe ho to HELLO!
So, Mera nam Rajat Gupta hai mai is time class 12th ko begin karne ja rha hu kal mera pehla class tha and that is why ki is waqt ye likhna behad jaruri ho jata hai because class 12th is the turning point of once life.
I will start it as; ki mera 2018 se hi dream rha hai ki mai ek YouTuber banu and I did so many things to make it a reality but at this moment mujhe lg rha hai ki ye mere liye kabhi tha hi nhi.
Youtuber banna mera bachpan se dream nhi rha hai ki mai nursery se hi sochta tha ki youtuber type kuch banunga, us time mujhe lagta tha jaise sab koi kuch na kuch ban jata hai waise mai bhi kuch ban hi jaunga.
Education ki bat kare to mai sabse pehle apne village ke Prathmik Vidyalaya, Kharchauli so called Sarkari school me suruat kiya uske bad when I became a little young meri dadi jinko mai amma bulata hu unhone socha ki mera nam apne hi gao ke Sant Jones Pra. Pa. Purna Madhyamik Vidyalaya me kara diya jaye gao ke bacche use Nahariya Inter College kehte the kyoki wo nahar ke pas tha. Mai waha pe baris ke month me admit hua mere dada ji mujhe pahuchane gaye the I was very happy but this happiness was not for long. Jab mai class me padh rha tha tabhi bijli kadki aur mai dar gya and you might find it funny but mai waha se jhola (my so called school bag) leke ghar bhag aya. next day fir mere grandpa mujhe leke gaye aur school ke bade sir [principal] se mile. I cannot recall but as i remember unhone unhe 50 rupees ka note diya tha sayad wo mera school fees tha ya fir kya mujhe nhi pata. and i studied there for few days. mujhe jyada kuch yad nhi hai but i can recall ki ek din bahut tej baris ho rhi thi aur [munna ke] chote chacha mujhe chate [umbrella] ke niche le aaye tha aur iske bad ka mujhe kuch yad nhi hai. at the end of that acadamic year my father wanted me to get admitted in VP Educational School. jab mai waha pe entrance exam dene gya to manager sir ne mujhse pucha ki murgi aanda deti hai ya murga and believe me i had no answer to this iske bad mere dad ne mujhe bataya ki murga aanda deta hai. ya i said it right unhe bhi nhi pta tha. iske basis pe mera admission LKG me hone wala tha but my dad urged to get me admitted in UKG kyoki amma ne bola tha ki mai 2 se dhai [2.5] sal padh chuka tha so unka manna tha ki mai Nursery aur LKG complete kar chuka tha. So I got admitted. Uske bad I studied there for class UKG, 1st and 2nd and 3rd.
Fun fact ki mai suru se hi itna intelligent nhi tha in UKG i got very less mark but believe me in class 1st and 2nd i always got 2nd and 3rd rank. The first ranker was a girl she was very hardworking. Taking about the 2nd ranker he was principal's son. aur us wajah se mujhe lagta tha ki wo 2nd is wajah se aata tha ki uske papa use no. dilwate tha but now i realised he was also hardworking.
UKG se ek hi class me itna progress aasan nhi tha aur iska sara credit mere uncle Kaushal Kisore Mishra (Golu chacha) ko jata hai he was very talented man and wanted me to reach for the sky. Mai agar unke bare me comment karu to mai kahunga ki wo mujhe tution nhi padhate the balki wo mujhe padhai kaise kiya jata hai wo batate the. He has an special ability to guess the question paper before the exam. unko pta hota tha ki exam me kya aane wala hai. aur usi wajah se mai itna jyada score karta tha. as the time grew i got intrested in studies kyoki yar mai pad rha tha to uske mujhe result dikh rha tha. har sal muje sabke samne award diya jata tha and so i was interested.
in class 3rd i had to change my tution teacher kyoki unko bahar padhai karne jana tha. At that time muje gao ke hi ek log tution padhate the. he was also a great man. he let me solve higher classes mathematics in class 3rd.
after 3rd maine Satish Sharma (my friend) ke kehne par school change kar diya. this shool was Little Angels Convent School, Bali - Nichlaul. Now here i was a very higlighted boy. i was a bright student and i was good in almost everything. I had a friend named Ashwini here. He was my best friend. waha jane ke bad mujhe pata chala ki Satish ek class jump kar chuka tha. he was in 5th and i was in 4th. but there was a twist ki kam bacche hone ke karan 5th aur 4th class combined thi. yap you heared that right we sitted together. now jab maine waha half year complete kar liya tha tab Golu uncle wapas aa gye and he was finding a teacher job. then i suggested him why not my school.
after that he went to my school to teach science and he became my class teacher and believe me bahut marte tha yarr. he was very strict teacher but at the same time he was very friendly also. in class fifth maine nayodaya ka form bhara aur uncle tried his best to get me admitted. he started tution after school for that. sunday ko to wo subah se 12- 1 baje tak padhate the.
in class 4th and 5th i always stood first but it was time for a change. my mom wanted me to study in maharajganj for getting higher educations. aur iske liye mere dad taiyar nhi the. i guess it was due to financial reasons. now at that time mere liye LFS aur Bishop ka form nikala gya tha aur maine dono jagah entrannce exam diya tha. i got selected in both the school but LFS me result pehle nikla so maine yaha par admission le liya.
talking about first day at lfs so wo kuch aisa bita. i entered the classroom as usual. aur uske bad to mai dar sa gya kyoki yar waha par aadhe logo ki aankho par goggles the. uske bad mujhe last bench par ek vecant seat dikha so main waha par jake baith gya. uske bad the bad guy entered. and he was taukir ahrari. he was very very bad guy he didn't liked my presence. to usne mujhe apni seat se bhaga diya. uske bad mai ek dusri seat par jake baith gya. uske bad prayer hua aur fir class teacher enter hui. by the way mai 6A me tha. unke pas ek admission slip tha lekin usme thoda sa dikkat tha ki usme mera nam galat tha. It was Rajat Pandey. Uske bad main waha ke taur tariko se wakif hua. after some days mai nichlaul ke ek ladke se mila Sikhar Morya. aur fir uske sath baithne lga. marks ki bat kare to pehle semerster me 74% dusre me 79% aur last term me 89% aaye the.
before the final exams i think in january or february starting me mera hath kat gya. The thumb finger of right hand. Aur ae hua kaise tha wo bahut hi funny hai. So it was thursday. aur iske kuch din pehle ya fir ek din pehle meri budhi dadi ki deadh ho gyi thi. [Grandma ki saas ki death] aur isiliye sab log parsa gye the except me and my brother. now bad me meri mummy ghar wapas aa gyi thi aur wo purane ghar jo gao ke andar hai waha par thi aur wo ghar ke kamo me busy thi kyoki wo subah se hi kuch kam nhi ki thi. after that hum dono [me and my bro] is naye wale ghar pe the [it was half completed] roof pe ek panki rkha hua tha [machine used for winnowing] aur mai pta nhi kya kar rha tha mai uske dono gears ke bich me ek it [brick] ko pis rha tha. i was holding it with my right hand. aur uske bad the dreadful incident happened. brick ke sath mera thumb me gears ke bich me chala gya aur pis gya. but i being a fearful boy. maine apne bhai ko nhi bataya aur waha se turant mummy ke pas chala gya taki mai unko bta saku [se told me many times kuch bhi ho to turant kisi ko bta dena] aur uske bad se was just stunned. uske bad se put sindoor on my finger aur bad me Munna ke ghar se mitti ka tel lake dal diya. and believe me abhi tak mujhe dard ka koi aisas nhi ho rha tha. uske bad chote chacha was nearby so she called him aur turant humlog nichlaul ke liye nikal pade. now nichlaul ke raste me madanpura kutti padta hai waha par Baiju Doctor ka dukan tha so mummy ne socha ki yahi chalte hai. chacha ne insist bhi kiya ki nichlaul chalte hai but mummy mujhe wahi le gayi. uske bad Baiju chacha ne us ghao ko ek normal ghao ki tarah treat kiya aur usme patti bandh di aur mujhe ek injection diya sayad tetanus ka. he didn't even told ki iske aage hume kya karna chahiye. and here comes the plot twist ki sayad se unhone ye anuman lga liya tha ki ye to garib log hai in sab chizo pe jya paise kharch nhi karenge aur isiliye inko higher ilaj ke liye refer nhi karta hu. believe me at this moment also mujhe koi andaja nhi tha that i had done a great mistake kyoki katna pitna ek aam chiz thi mere liye. i was a engineer type person. mera hapte me kai bar hat kat ta hai so i thought that it is normal aur mujhe abhi tak dard nhi ho rha tha. uske bad meri mummy ne daddy ko bola ki aap meri[rajat] budhi dadi ke ghar mat jaiyega aur jaldi ghar aiye rajat ka hath kat gya hai. wo apne kam se return kar rha the. he was working in Dhanya Seeds. uske bad wo next morning ghar aaye aur mujhe ilaj ke liye maharajganj le gye ek haddi wale doctor ke pas. waha mera pehli bar x ray hua aur x ray me pta chala ki meri haddi ke kai pieces ho chuke hai and it was unrecoverable. uske bad mere dad ne kha ki iska ilaj karane gorakhpur jaye. uske bad hum ghar chale aaye. ghar pe my grandma aur grandpa already aa chuke the aur unko abhi tak yahi tha ki ek normal cut lga hoga hamesa ki tarah. jub hum ghar pahuche to my father told them about it. uske bad meri dadi rone lgi unko lg rha tha ki mai kuch hi years me mar jaunga.
next day hum gorakhpur ke liye nikal gye waha par mere Bade mama bhi rehte the. waha par hum kai jagah gye. aur hur jagah yahi pta chala ki meri ugli ko joint par se nikalna padega but mere dad iske liye ready nhi the. aur wahi par maine pehli bar Chole Bhature khae and i liked it very much ki mujhe aaj bhi wo aacha lagta hai. uske bad hum rat bhar mama ke room par ruke. aur next subah hum lucknow ke liye nikal pade train se. it was my first train journey. maine raste me ek mor ko bhi dekha. after that hum nawabo ke sehar luchnow pahuche aur waha par maine dekha ki ek proper city life kaisi hoti hai. after that hum KGMU ke emergency ward me gye aur waha par mera ilaj hua. jub mere thumb ko khola gya to mai usko dekh ke shock ho gya. uske bad maine apne finger ko kabhi nhi dekha. pure operation me maine apni aankh par handkerchef lga liya tha. uske bad mera operation hua. as i remember mere thumb ke charo side injection lagaya gya taki nerves ko sleep mode me dal diya jaye. after that sayad wo bahut late kam kiya aur isliye mujhe operation ke time kafi dard hua aur mai rone lga. after that hum bahar aa gye aur abhi bhi mujhe bahut dard ho rha tha. i was crying at that moment kyoki bhai bahut dard ho rha tha. uske bad hum ghumne ke liye gye and i was happy again.
hume next day bhi waha jana tha for further ilaj so rat ko hum wahi ruke the ek hotel me. aur waha pe ek bedsheet tha jisme mai dhas gya tha. uske bad next day hum waha gye ek bar phir mera operation hua sayad is din taka lga tha. after that hum train se wapas aane lge. mujhe lga ki hum gorakhpur jayenge aur ghumenge but mujhe nhi pta tha ki gorakhpur ke kuch pehle ek station aata hai jha se maharajgang jaldi pahuch sakte hai. so hum wahi utar gye aur ek taxi se ghar maharajganj aaye aur finally ghar aa gye. uske bad i was at home for few days aur at last mai school gya.
class 7th was regular as a charm. in class 7th mera friend Suraj Patel tha kyoki uske alawa sare friends different sections me the. 7th me 1st semester me mera physics me 100 aaya tha and i became quiet popular there. uske alawa mera english grammer me 77 aaya tha aur waha se priya mam came to know me kyoki uske alawa mere sare subjects me above 80 marks aaye the. She gave me a name Rajat 77. uske bad year end me corona aa gya lekin uske pehle hi hum final exams de chuke the.
class 8 pura lockdown me bita. it was the year ki mai duniya se thoda wakif hua. but year end me final exams school me hi hue. class 9th me bhi kuch din school chala aur fir lockdown lg gya so first semester online hi hue. after that offline classes chalne lge aur fir wahi usual school days.
lekin ek twist ke sath. i does not wanted to be the side character so maine rule karne ke bare me socha. aur uske liye mujhe chahiye tha power. so i started planning. sabse pehle i took a nichlaul boy my good friend Abhiraj Singh for the base. hum dono sath me baithne lge as backbenchers. Abhiraj bhi comfortable feel karta tha kyoki mai padhai me bhi aacha tha. uske bad Sufiyan Meraj bhi meri team me hona chahta tha because he saw future in me and Abhiraj power and intelligence. ab hum 3 friends the. but problem ye thi ki lockdown me mai aur Priyanshu [Tripathi] best friend ban chuke the. he also was around me. in 10th hum full power me the. but is year Sufiyan mere sath baithta tha aur uske aage wale bench par Abhiraj aur Syamant [Yadav]. now technically mai main character tha kyoki mai sare laws ko defy kar rha tha. mai backbencher bhi tha and at the same time topper bhi tha. now class ka koi bhi ladka humse aache relations rakhna chahta tha because the all felt ki rajat hi ek aisa ladka hai jo unko hur ek problem se bahar nikalega. as usual mai har ek bad work me involved tha directly aur top performer hone ke nate teachers mere kam ko ignore kar dete the. now uske bad aise hi sub chalta rha aur phir boards ka time aaya aur maine usme 95.4% score kiya.
11th me mai already ek powerhouse tha jisse sab log good relation me rehna chahte the. 11th me mai pehle se thoda down feel karne lga tha kyoki mujhe future ki tension hone lgi thi. but meri badmasiya abhi bhi top par thi. aur aise karke humara 11th bita. mai 11th ke karnamo ko mension nhi kar sakta because mai abhi same school me hu aur teachers ko pta chala to mai fas sakta hu. and now finnally mai 12th me hu and the story continues...
Baat karu kisi se kuch mangne ki to yaar mai darta hu; mangne se nhi
but because ki mujhe lagta hai ki mai jitna expect karta hu usse kam hi
milega. Upto 5-6 class mujhe mangne me koi dikkat nhi aati thi but after
that mai thoda sa mangne se darne lga. Aisa nhi hai ki mai mangu aur wo
denge nhi because mai academicsmme bahut aacha performance deta rha hu.
So maine ye soch ke santosh kiya ki yar dekho ek din mai bhi bada aadmi
banunga aur jo man karega kharidunga. Meri mummy bahut bar mujhe ghumne
jane ke liye kehti hai kabhi mama ke ghar to kabhi dad ke pas [bihar]
aur aise kai jagho par but mai unko ye bol deta hu ki yar ek din mai
bada ho jaunga aur phir jaha marji hoga ghum lunga. Ye sab thoughts
natural nhi hai; mai bhi ek ladka hu mera bhi man karta hai ghumne jane
ka dad se chize mangne ka, motorcycle chalane ka [i dont know how to
ride it mere pas badki cycle hai and i don't like it, ab to mujhe usko chalane me sharm aati hai] mujhe bhi apna khud ka mobile chahiye aur mai jid karu to unko
dena hi padega because unke pas na dene ka koi reason hi nhi hai but i
don't do that. I am waiting for my days to come. I pray to you Bhagwan
ki mujhe itne paise kamane ke layak banana ki mai apni sari wishes ko
complete kar saku.
Youtuber: A Dream
class 4th me meri mummy ka phone kharab ho gya tha it was a samsong button phone with uninor sim aur mujhe lagta tha ki samsung ke phone me sirf uninor ka sim lagta hai jaise jiophone me sirf jio ka sim kam karta hai. so mere dad ne finally decide kiya ki mummy ke liye touch wala mobile (screen touch mobile) liya jayega. so after some day he came back from his duty (he was working in dhanya seeds) aur us din mai bahut excited tha. when i got the smartphone then bhai mai us feeling ko bta nhi sakta. it was motorola moto c plus with 2gb ram and 16gigs of storage. after some month i accidently found that ki mai youtube pe apna khud ka channel bna sakta hu aur jaise mai dusro ki videos ko dekhta hu waise mai bhi video bna ke logo ko dikha sakta hu. And this was the turning point of my life. after that i started making videos for my channel.
Mere channel ka nam as usual meri mummy ke nam se tha kyoki gmail bhi unka tha. Later i changed the name to my name Rajat Gupta and made a profile picture as shown below:
Later I wanted to become something called a proffesional so maine ek naya channel banaya with a new gmail rajatguptamrj87@gmail.com and i named it Kharchauli Entertainment Private Limited.
On this channel I started making content.
My first video was not uploaded on youtube it was before i had known about youtube channels. It was a new year wising message
After that i made first video on youtube it was showing the power of matchstick.
I don't have these videos and channels now but i found that they are archived on instagram.
At that time I was watching channels like Pakau TV Channel and liked there spoof videos and so i made spoof video. I remember I made a spoof of Active Wheel Surf. Now I uploaded them on Youtube but got no views however i shared them on whatsapp to my relatives and they liked it very much and supported me.
After that in search i views i left that cotegory and later wanted to create a new channel.
Us time pe mai Google ka bahut bada fan hua karta tha and i wanted to name the channel something relate to google so i copied the "Goo" from its name aur maine uske bad usme kuch jodna chaha taki wo unique lage. So i invented names for that
The first one was Gooeaf. But I rejected it kyoki Twitter pe uska username available nhi tha
The next one was Gooperk and is bar uska gmail hi available nhi tha (gooperk@gmail.com)
At last maine name choose kiya Gooquark.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXEkz08izKZFolTMLfeZj_w
Now is channel pe maine tutorial video banana suru kar diya.
kuch dino bad maine ek series nikala named Google GUL [Google Upon Laughter] taki mai ek short video ka compilation bna saku. My friends liked it very much. Lekin mujhe views nhi aa rhe the so at last maine videos banana band kar diya.
kuch dino bad maine ek aur channel banaya is bar maine cartoon type videos banane ke bare me socha because i was watching angry prash these days. So I named it Zega Bolt.
i made 2 videos. Is samay wo mere channel pe nhi hai but for backup i have uploaded it on another channel Here are those videos. I wanted to create a superhero team like that of avengers and I named it Web Force X (name taken from Battle Force 5, a cartoon series)
In videos par bhi mujhe views nhi aaye so maine phirse tutorial videos banaya.
after that jab views nhi aaye to maine break le liya and kuch time bad i found that ki mera ek video pe views aa gye hi 30k+ views.
So I got motivated to make videos again and this time maine Youtube ka tutorial banaya aur maine apna logo bhi change kiya.
ek din maine nescafe ka ek ad dekha and i had an idea to create an channel jha pe mai logo ki bato ko upload karunga
sayad mai sabdo me na bta pau but the idea was simple, people will send me their recordings and i will upload them on my channel which was somewhat shown in the ad above.
So i created an channel named Bhadru Pandey from Padcast
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjRau7eKlEA1ubcIjlBvAQg
I made an introduction video for promotion
the story told in this video is completely fake but my intention was true.
but as usual isko views nhi mile aur mera plan suru hone se pehle hi barbad ho gya.
After that i took a long break of a whole year.is bich meri mummy ka phone bhi kharab ho gya aur ek naya phone liya gya Oppo A53 4gb ram and 64gigs of storage
and after that i made a come back on youtube as a teacher.
I changed channel name to Termiraider and changed the logo also.
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and made a video in which i solved a icse chemistry class 9th numerical on 24 jan, 2022
on 25th january I made a video in which i was explaining Megh Aye a chapter of hindi in ICSE class 10th
uske bad maine march me merchant of venice ko explain karna suru kiya. Mera channel mere friends easily find kar sake so I changed the channel name to RAJAT LFS - TERMIRAIDER
Later in september i started teaching icse chapters
I got encouraged by my friends and i got motivation from them after that I continued it till my boards exams. In boards I got 95.4% marks.
board exam ke pehle january me (after my preboards) i was getting bored so maine short videos banane ke bare me socha aur maine AVENGER transformation video banaya on 25th January, 2023.
uspe 2.5k views aa gye.
tab maine realise kiya ki sayad avengers ki videos trend karti hai. aur maine instagram se avengers ki edits download karke apne channel pe upload karni suru kardi. mai roz 6am ke around 5 to 8 shorts upload karta tha. And the plan worked mujhe kuch videos pe 2k ke as pas views mil jate the. isse maine 1000 subscribers ka milestone achieve kiya
kuch din aise hi chalta rha uske bad holi ke din mai aise hi youtube chala rha tha aur maine dekha ki ek random channel pe holi ka song uploaded hai like holi khele raghuvira aur uspe 10k se jyada views the. so maine bhi apne channel pe holi ka song upload kar diya aur mere bhi thousand me views aaye. Uske bad maine kai sare songs upload kiye like Naiyo Lagda etc. aur mujhe lakhs me views aaye.
Jab ye sab chal rha tha to maine free fire ke gameplay videos bhi bich bich me upload kiye the
Ek bat mai mension karna bhul gya ki is bich mera Monetization enable
kar ka option unlock ho gya tha. So maine apply bhi kar diya mujhe lga
sayad mera channel monetize ho jayega but jaisa ki youtube copyrighted
content ko use karne nhi deta so isliye mera channel monetise nhi hua.
At the end jab mere 40k subscribers ho gye tab maine socha ki aage ke subscribers mai apne original content se banaunga.
So maine sare song ke videos apne channel se delete kar diye.
Board ke bad mujhe chuttiya mili so this time I created an MJO Real Life Remake
uske bad maine aur bhi short videos banaya instagram aur youtube ke liye.
Lekin usse mujhe kuch khas success nhi mili to maine firse youtube pe song upload kar diye. But is time maine thoda dimag lagaya. Maine socha ki what if hum song ke last minute me ek photo ko lga de aur jab song pe enough views aa jaye to YouTube ke editor me jake aage ka part delete kar dunga aur piche ka last minute jispe maine photo lagaya hai usko rehne dunga. Mai ye consider karke chal rha tha ki youtube ko iske bare me kuch pta nhi chalega. so maine jab videos pe 5 to 6 lakh views aa gye to yahi kam kiya As you can see below:
Uske bad maine firse apply kiya but is bar warning aya deciptive activity ka.
Uske bad maine socha ki ab lagta hai ki apni mehnat se hi success milegi. After that I figured out ki mujhe kya content bnana chahiye. At last mujhe khyal aya ki mai kyu na GTA 5 ki videos banau. So I figured out ki gta 5 mujhe kha se milegi. At last maine dekha ki Steam pe offer chal rha hai waha par gta ki price kafi had tak reduced hai. So I find out ki kitne me ho jayega. Waha par gta ke kai bundles the but mai 1600 rupees ka gta kharida. ye paise mai akele fund nhi kar rha tha maine kai dosto se udhar liye the and made a promise to return after 1 month but 1 mnth ke bad bhi mai sabko pay nhi kar paya khaskar Syamant Yadav ko jiska payme maine around 3 month me kiya.
purchase karte time mujhe kafi problems face karni padi like suru mai maine dekha ki payment ka koi bhi option mere layak nhi hai kyoki usme. Later mere ek dost Arun Patel ne kafi madad ki pehle ye decide hua ki hum debit card se pay karenge so usne apne ek friend se debit card manga but wo card work nhi kiya. Uske bade maine prepaid wallet ka use karna chaha but usme bhi koi bhi option mere pas nhi tha thoda research karne par pta chala ki mobiquick ke through payme karne par wo UPI app se pay karne ka option deta hai aur aise humara payment hua but At the same time steam hume ek aise page par drop kar diya jaha pe sirf itna likha tha ki your payment had been done and you will be redirected soon but half an hour se kuch nhi hua tab mujhe lagne lga ki sayad mere paise dub gye at last maine arun ko bola ki chalo jane do close the page uske bad maine steam ke payment gateway ko mail likha about this.
Maine mail kiya hi ki uske 5 min ke andar mujhe steam ka mail aaya ki aapka GTA 5 ka purchase complete ho gya hai.
I really give a great salute to Arun because he invested so much time and effort for me. I will always be grateful to him.
Uske bad problem ye ayi ki 100gb+ ka game download kaise hoga. so iska ek simple solution nikla ki Taukir Ahrari apne wifi se game ko apne pcme download kar lega uske bad backup bna ke pen drive me mujhe de dega [steam provide backup and restore option]. lekin ye ho pata uske pehle hi arun apne laptop me download kar liya aur uske pas 128gb ka pen drive bhi tha so usne backup bna ke mujhe de diye and i finally downloaded it in my dad's company laptop. Yaha par ek problem tha ki is laptop me microsoft store se bahar ke app download nhi kar sakte so maine ek aur partition bna ke ek second windows 10 install kar diya. [ye mujhe aata hai kyoki i am also a computer entusiast]
aur is windows me maine GTA 5 install kiya aur boom mere computer me bahut lag kar rha tha uske bad maine ek video dekha [syamant ne bataya tha]
and after watching so many videos mera game kafi had tak lag free ho gya.
after that i started making gta videos.
but as usual mujhe views nhi aaye but maine socha bad me mai views gain karna suru kar dunga so i kept doing it.
Uske bad mera man kiya ki mai AI ki help se ek song banau. So i find about it.
Mujhe pta chala ki RVC can do it and uska use karke maine ek song banaya TU HAI KAHAN.I was very happy aur mai har roz subah brush karte time use sunta tha. I uploaded a demo of it on Instagram.
Lekin jis din maine ye song banaya uske kuch din bad mere dad chale gaye and he comes home in around 2-3 weeks.
So maine wait kiya after after he came i made the song visuals using AI like
Leonardo AI for images
Runway.ml for converting images into videos.
aur maine capcut pc me song ko edit kiya. I must say ki it was very learning experience for me aur mujhe kafi kuch janne ko mila. after the song was made i uploaded it on my channel.
and guess what views nhi aaye. in 2 days i gained around 800 views. so maine apna purana strategy apnaya to get views by uploading the song multiple times. i thought ki usme se jispe highest views aayenge usko rok lunga aur baki ko delete kar dunga but kisi par bhi expected views [10k] nhi aaye and thus the plan failed. uske bad maine gta series ko continue kiya aur episode 3 aur 4 banaya.
after that mere 11th ke final exams aane wale the so i left everything and started preparing for it. but maine episode 5 ka storyline ready kar liya tha jisme franklin will try to become friendly with michael by gifting him a car. but jaise hi wo jane ke liye ready hota hai tabhi CHOP mission suru ho jata hai after that he goes to PREMIUM DELUXE MOTORSPORT aur waha pe apni car BUFFALO S ko bech kar ek nayi gadi lega aur use leke michael se milne jayega.
now mere paper khatam hone ke bad i started waiting for my dad. but he came home on 16th March, 2024 aur 19th march ko mera 12th ka class begin hone wala tha.
everythingwas going fine mai gta ka video bna rha tha. i completed the story till franklin buying car at Premium Deluxe Motorsport. now uske bad 19th ko mai school gya. after returning mai gta ka wo scene set karne lga. maine socha ki franklin khud car ko chala ke nhi jayega. wo gadi maine choose kiya tha Range Rover Velar 2019 mod
https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2018-range-rover-velar
now maine socha ki gadi ko mai ek delivery truck ke through deliver karunga jise ek driver chalayega aur mai ek taxi bula ke apne ghar jaunga aur waha se Lamborgini Sian FKP37 ko leke michael ke ghar jaunga. so waha par michael kahega ki mai tumko [franklin] apne sath lunga agar tum mujhe apni lamborgini bech do aur franklin apni financial condition ko dekhte hue car ko bech deta hai aur Range Rover ko khud rakh leta.
Is incident ki wajah se 6th episode banta jisme michael chori karne jata taki wo Franklin ko pay kar sake.
but at Premium deluxe motorsport wo scene banana mere liye hard ho rha tha. first mujhe problem aya ki mai car transport ke truck ko spawn karna nhi aa rha tha [through Menyoo Trainer] so maine youtube pe iska solution dhundha aur mujhe ye mod mila
https://www.gta5-mods.com/scripts/car-carrier-trailer-mod
after that range rover usme fit nhi kha rha tha so later mujhe ek aur video mila
now end me problem aya ki driver meri taxi ko follow nhi kar rha tha. [task sequence kam nhi kar rha tha] at the end maine ye sub shortout kar liya but mai itne sare problems se frustrated ho gya aur mai apna cycle leke ghumne chala gya. maine ride ka path chuna Sekhui se niklunga aur Padri Kala ke through barohiya aa jaunga.
jab mai ride karta hu to bahut si chizo ke bare me sochta hu. us din mere dimag me aaya ki kya mai jo youtuber banne ka sapna dekh rha hu kya wo pura bhi hoga. so mai isi par soch rha tha ki mai ab 12th ko begin karne ja rha hu aur mujhe is time ya to padhai ya to youtube ko choose karna hi hoga. so maine socha ki sayad mai kabhi youtuber nhi ban paunga kyoki usme bahut time lg jayega mere dad 1 mahine ke time gap me aate hai aur agar is speed se mai gta ka video banaunga to mujhe kabhi success nhi milega. so i finally decided ki mai youtube kar dunga aur at the same time apne SAPNO ko hamesa hamesa ke liye dafna dunga. So i started preparing for my Quitting. Maine socha ki apne is journey ko mai kahi archieve kar dunga so I decided to write it here. Aaj 21 March, 2024 hai aur maine is story ko kal yani 20 March ko likhna suru kiya tha.
So mera aur YouTube ka sath SAYAD yahi tak ka tha. At this time mai apni LIFE se uske matlab ko hamesa hamesa ke liye dafnane ja rha hu.
But I promise ki 5yr ya 10yr bad jab mujhe iske bare me yad aayega to mai yaha wapas jarur aaunga.
At last mai yahi kahunga ki CHAHE MAI APNE JIWAN ME KITNA HI SAFAL KYU NA HO JAU BUT MAI KABHI KHUSH NHI HO SAKTA. YouTube will always be my FIRST LOVE. Pata nhi meri aanka me is time pani kyu aa rha hai.
Edit: 25th March, 2024:
Aaj holi ka din hai aur charo taraf khusiya hai but mai aaj udas hu.
Now ab mai apne Apps ko detete karne ja rha hu.
- 8:04am CapCut
- 8:13am DaVinci Resolve
- 10:48am MemReduct
- 10:57am BlueStacks 5
- 11:03am BlueStacks X
- 11:11 OBS Studio
- 11:41am OpenIV
- 12:32pm Steam
More Steam Stuff:
Steam User ID: rajatlfs https://steamcommunity.com/id/rajatlfs
Year in Review: https://help.steampowered.com/en/wizard/VerifyCode?i=402&l=8&s=5778142889227605317&m=2&c=Y7HHD.png)
- GTA 5 [It got uninstalled automatically when I uninstalled Steam]
Good bye GTA we will meet again after few year...
- 12:54 pm Rockstar Launcher
Uninstalling Mobile Apps
- 9 24 pm ADM
- 9 25pm Auto Clicker
- 9 25 AZ Screen Recorder
- 9 26 Bing
- 9 27 Blogger
- 9 27 CapCut
- 9 28 Discord
- 9 30 Firefox
- 9 43 KineMaster
- 9 44 Live Transcribe
- 9 45 MyRecorder
- 9 46 Notes
- 9 59 Picsart
- 10 00 Pinterest
- 10 00 Pixelab
- 10 01 remove.bg
- 10 01 Super Tank:Origin
- 10 03 Tasks
- 10 03 Telegram
- 10 04 VN Editor
- 10 05 YouCut
- 10 06 ZArchiever
- 10 23 Canva
- 10 35 2Player Games
- 10 36 Pure Sniper
- 10 36 Pizza Ready
- 10 36 Minecraft
- 10 37 Free Fire Max
- 10 39 Google Play Games
- 10 40 Temp Mail
Edit: 27 March 2024
- 2 40 pm YouTube Studio [I will uninstall it after few days...]
Now, Jaisa ki Dev Tripathi ne bola tha ki YouTube chodna to apne channel pe song upload kar dena so I will do the same for few days aur uske bad YouTube Studio ko uninstall kar dunga.
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